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April 10th, 2004
12:49 am - New Journal
Hey everyone!
For everyone that reads this I have a new journal and I won't be using this one although i'm keeping it for memory sake. Its really has a lot of stuff on which i think reflects an old part of me...to continue to focus on my "re-birth" I have opened up a new journal one of which reflects the newer me, but i will never forget those memories. Good and bad I had them all, but I wouldn't trade it for anything, I'm a stronger person for it and it has not ruined me. Instead I've embraced my past and I have now found my way.
my new address:
http://www.livejournal.com/~tigerspaw
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December 1st, 2003
10:28 pm - Spiffy Heriffic Events
Well well well...Mustang Sally and I have become good friends thanks to YD, and soon she'll be going back to rest for the winter and Big Bertha the SUV will become my YD partner car er vechicle...work is going great except how they somehow "lost" my availability sheet when they did the holiday schedule so they put me on mondays and thursday which are stated clearly im NOT available to work on those days on the availability sheet. It annoys me. I havce other things to do.
On another note, i have the flu (goody goody) but I have my friends like Jeff (who has a very nice new LJ), Jen, Syl, and all my friends at The West who keep me happy...don't forget Phil Chen who is one of my best buddys. Danny Baker, Karen and everyone else too.
Hope everyone is ok and I send out big ol'e Kris hugs
~Kris
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October 13th, 2003
11:04 pm - Thanksgiving...
Well yesterday we had Turkey day...sad to say mom is sick though, she's been sick since the sunday Juan hit us...its very sad, bringing back old memories. Today I've been relaxing, and did some studying for Pre-Cal and finished my Entrepreneurship Assignment...Next Tuesday is my Bake Sale day...how exciting...lol Anywho...I have been reading some of my friend LJs and its quite sad sometimes...to read about the sad stuff in their lives...but friends help eachother right?
I still can't believe that next year it will be University for me...its amazing...it seems soo far, yet attainable if i work for it...i think im ready to move on
Friends are starting to come to me here, im making some...i've joined the school newspaper and will be selling them for them.
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October 8th, 2003
12:07 am - Quik Updatit
And so it begins...after having an entire week off of school thanks the the Level 3 winds of tiny level 1 Juan Hurricane I got to go back...ok that last sentence doesnt make sense er phrase, well whatever...
Work is going good, and I have seen some of the most uh unique products...like Edible markers you can draw on cookies and stuff with from Wilsons...
I found out Cindy is pregnant again so I got a new neice of newphew on the way which is cool...Anyway I bought FF Origins, love that game, redone graphics, so now its like SNES quality oh pretty colours, and the characters look quite good actually....Anywhozerwhatnot I got a week left till my first BIG test in Pre-Cal..so far 65 on quizes and 98 on assignments, which means I have to make sure I just be careful on the test, I want a good good mark....So lots of studying for me
Anywho this was just kinda a hello and gibberish thing about whats going on
Peace everyone
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September 18th, 2003
12:35 pm - Busy-Random Thoughts
Well I have been busy...the past week i worked 6 days straight including a 16hr work day on Sat (Two Jobs)...all I have to say is that I can't wait for to be done with Sobeys because I won't be soo tired...But i will really miss it...
New school=Nice people, there are still the extremely tight cliques but a lot of the newer people are nice and welcoming so I don't expect to have any problems making more friends...
I got a date coming up soon, so thats big...im actually going to date...
I am very busy so I am looking forward to doing something different...
I really miss Ottawa...and Ontario...
I feel like doing my work now...So i am off
Bye
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September 4th, 2003
12:48 am
Bill Gates
Circle I Limbo Rednecks
Circle II Whirling in a Dark & Stormy Wind PETA Members
Circle III Mud, Rain, Cold, Hail & Snow Feminists
Circle IV Rolling Weights Halifax
Circle V Stuck in Mud, Mangled River Styx Republicans
Circle VI Buried for Eternity River Phlegyas George Bush
Circle VII Burning Sands Loblaws
Circle IIX Immersed in Excrement Danny
Circle IX Frozen in Ice Design your own hell
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August 19th, 2003
July 30th, 2003
12:07 am - Sad but true in someways
Your Heart is Grey
What Color is Your Heart?
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Very sad, yet true in a sense...yah im one lonely kid, but I haven't been hiding anymore.
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July 12th, 2003
04:25 pm - A busy week
Amy with her family from Ottawa came up this week, which made me happy since i got to hang out with her :)...heheh Nice to see a friend. I am doing Driver's Education with Young Drivers. Its kinda exciting because we get to drive Mustangs! *evil wink*. I'm bored as usual outta my mind and bout to head off to work, which I'm sure I'll be dooing lots of cleaning as usual. Ground Beef is special next week whuich sucks but its medium ground so even though i have the annoyance of doing the GB atleast its not that frozen crap thats a pain in the ass to do.
I'm probably going to see Amy before she leaves on Tuesday. Tomorrow I will probably go to Lawerencetown. Go to the beach and relax. Atleast no stale air ferry terminal, ugh it was gross. (Inside thing btwn me and amy)...
Jen I can't wait to see you pick me up from the airport. Make sure Syl is not a maniac on the road ok? :P
I'm out of here.
Current Mood: ![[mood icon]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/mood/charitycam/stars/working.gif) busy
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July 3rd, 2003
12:40 am - Long time
Well i passed everything in school, which I am extremely happy about, between the doctor visits and the other crap I have had to go through...I AM just glad I passed. I don't feel too lonely anymore here. Not really any friends yet (people here are too cliquy) but I feel way better about myself due to the work of my social worker and just getting rid of junk in my life.
My life is still perking up. No longer is the life of my story the boy who is always alone who opens up and gets stabbed in the back. I've had that happen to me by everyone (including all my family members) but I managed with hard work to get over that. Things are great, A bit sad considering that Danny and I are not friends anymore, but he stabbed me big time in the back. So much for his "holy visions of God" he saw for next year...one thing he was right on, I've changed for the better. I still feel like a new me, constantly breaking through all sorts of barriers I have had. I have come to a point where I honestly don't know how to be around people, I open up and either get screwed or just don't do anything at all. I realized that and I got some more to learn (don't we all). I am excited about coming up to Ottawa (Aug 17-29)....not looking forward to seeing Danny or Madelayne at Kyle's place...i just don't want them to start a fight or act better then me.
I don't feel soo alone (like i said earlier)...i feel appreciated now, have confidence and just overall feel great...still single (i know sopme of you are curious)...I am just not ready for a relationship, and I dont want to fool around (which we all know). I will be ready for one someday, no rush. I just got more important things to worry about and I want someone who will like me for me, not just superficial reasons..and i DON'T want to be put on a pedastool like some past bfs did, cause when I get off its like all hell is on earth, because I am not perfect.
Anyway, it would be nice if some of you replied to this or emailed me. You know it would be cool. I am excited about Jen and Sylvain are picking me...just as long as Sylvain doesn't flip over a curve this time (I will NEVER forget that)...hope they arrive in one peace. Anyway what else? Dad is not driving me insane, Mom and I are getting along fine. I am taking care of my nanny here. I love being here with her and taking care of her. Just talking or sitting with her I love to do that. It gives my uncle a chance to stop and get some rest from looking after her. Now here comes the debate...University, College or Private College...and WHERE TO GO? Its soo mind boggling and I have one year left to decide...I am STILL not sure where or what to do. On another subject, I think i should finish the LOTR books i started...kinda wanna do that... and btw....I will be taking Driver's ed next week (yes im FINALLY driving)...not looking forward for the insane insurancfe here (1350 a year with drivers ed, 2000 with out)...yup yup...I'll be the first of the corner group to start to drive (don't think anyone else does and Carly is not a full-time member, but I love my girl anyway).
I didn't realize how good of a cook I am until yesterday. I made a frozen cheesecake like ice cream...a layer of lemon-lime sherbet and then a big layer of a combo of cream cheese, lemon juice, sweetened condensed milk and cool whip. Everyone at the condo bbq wanted it and mom was being a proud mom saying "MY SON MADE THAT HE WILL GIVE YOU THE RECIPE)...i wanted to hide in a corner, i felt very embarrased...someone even told my mom he's not used to getting attention (regarding that ice cream and apparently how handsome I am *cough* i dont see that *cough* )...now I can understand how I managed to get the task of being the official luncheon guy for my bro's b-day...for those of you wondering...I was gonna make him a b-day cake but he decided on one already...so im like o ok...he's like no your making us some deli platters, cookies, drinks, and everything else...I was like I AM??? Since when...well since now...I asked him who do YOU think is going to pay for this...he said, we will don't worry. I was relieved to hear that, I can put $20 for that but we are going out to dinner and i am paying for a flight here for x-mas for him...which i give him the money when i get there for. I guess i got some planning to do don't I? I guess thats my gift, and no i won't be chef because i don't want to be :P Anyway...i guess thats enough for now as an update. Peace to all and I hope everyone is fine
Current Music: Bond-Victory
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March 27th, 2003
01:55 pm - Hol la ta hoop la
Well well...im back at the public library to update my journal as ususal because my pc at home is acting up when it comes to the net...or maybe its just the net...or probably both meh...doesn't really matter ya know wht i mean? Anyway here i am just chilling...i have a math test tomorrow which i am doomed to fail, and i wrote a history test that i am pretty sure i failed or did crappily on...o well there is always next time ya know what i mean? heheh
Things are finnally coming together...last week was pure hell...on sunday my dad had to be rushed to the hospital cause he has a gull bladder attack...but he is fine and dandy now...and home...i was there for about five or six hours...cant remember...i just remember the ambulence and waiting in the hospital for a very long time....i also got out about 8:30 (7:30 for you people who haven't figured out Atlantic time yet...) Yup yup yup! Its great ya know what i mean? Anyway i hope everyone is doing great///ya know you could email me...if u want to...it would be nice ya know what i mean? I gotta email Carly today...i have not talked to her in the longest time ya know? Hehehe...Things are starting to perk up now...really perk up and i look forward to the end of the school...at first i thought i was not gonna make it...but now i think i can...and i plan to bring it all now, hehehe....
Now as for friends if ur wondering...i got like 2 here...and i get along with people but not exactly anything beyond just talking in class or work for the most part....I also have a good amount of money i have put towards my trip and other stuff...im going for my drivers licsence...it would just make life so much easier on myself and my family (provided i get to use the car) Gas is expensive here...10 cents higher then back in Ottawa... ramble ramble ramble..im really bored ya know?
Halifax is really nice though, its a small town compared to Ottawa...but its nice...the only thing that sucks is that some of my favorite stores back in Ottawa are not here or are literally just coming into town (Home Outfitters is finally coming to the province and its being built up where we live, its sorta close)...you know in Oceans today the girls beside me were at www.hotornot.com, well i heard thing i wish i did not here....O YAH you betcha....kinda like at st petes and knowing about the stuff bought the people who you hate like jason kawoliski...ughness
I have an ultrasound on May 1...goody gum drops...i love those...its better then x-rays....i dont feel nearly as sick but today i had a minor episode but it went away thankfully
anyway inm outta here...
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Current Music: Little kids in library playing
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March 18th, 2003
11:57 am - At the library
I was so tired last night ugh...i dont think my entry made sense (i gotta check it)...anyway, today is the day im a bit nervous...i work up feeling like crap and i feel really crappy today but ive felt worse though...i am hoping nothing serious is wrong with me, o boy i really hope soo...no more blood work...probably will be stuck on some pills for my liver or whatever...but hey its ok
sunday was a painful day for me....my feet burned all day and nothing was wrong with them either...it was the weirdest feeling....i am weird though...when something bad happens to someone i know or was connected to in some way i usuallly get something like that happens to me (some sorta of pain)...soo now its just time to figure out whats wrong with someone...and yes i know i sound crazy but its happened every single time something bad has happened to someone i know...i sometimes dont even tell certain people...but its just a weird coinsedence (that how you spell it)...
I got my pre-cal assignment back today...i was angry about it...68 and i checked and did that thing over and over to make sure it was right...and all my answers and formulas work...so i dont know what i did wrong..im going to talk to the teacher about it...i did things probably some different way that somehow worked but was done totally wrong....
Lifes pretty good though...even if i complain...its a really nice day, cloudy, but the weather is nice and everyone is enjoying the nice temperatures we got here
im out of here!
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12:15 am - Blood work
TOmorrow i get to see the doctor to find about my blood work...ive gone twice now (grr) to get blood work done and everything is good except i got some sorta problem with my liver (probably minor) i hope i dont have to do more blood work or anuything to serious...im starting not to feel sick anymore right now...thankfully....my stomach is not extremely painful...i dont feel like i gotta throw up all the time now...my skin is not pale as a ghost anymore and things in my head are feeling better...no more migranes...but i still got my liver problem which maybe just a small part of the picture who knows...anyway work is great...though the Sobeys lady is REALLLY ANNOYING...every week some new idea for cooking comes up or product marketing which sucks royal ass..for example to sell cookies they say something cheesy like buy some of our cookies and sprinkly flour over your face and pretend you made it...sounds good to me...UGH thats one of them or the Are your mussles tired? Why not add garlic and onion when you cook them....gees soo stupid
enough of my ramblings about that. i for the most part still feel good but i know im not 100% and i think my relief is just temporary sadly but im enjoying it...im looking forward to returning for my trip back to ottawa from halifax....cya for now
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February 11th, 2003
10:50 pm - Snow Day
We had a snow day and school was cancelled (go figure!)...it rocked...though i got to visit the dentist today (fun fun fun)....wasn't that bad...well i never mind going to the dentist...what i like esp about this one...while she is doing the work u get to watch tv and have ear phones on u while she is doing her stuff.....i watched the Village people win on Celebrity Family Fued (O YES THE VILLAGE PEOPLE, the icon of the 70s YMCA LMAO)...Jen becareful what u say or ill send lots of guy but ur way! Maybe ill send someone like Gary after you (shivers at the thought) or John Romanic (just as scary)...anyway...Im outtie for now
Im an innie whos now an outtie get it? Corny eh? well yah that was the point (x,y)...ok ill stop it
cya
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February 10th, 2003
08:39 pm - A Math wonder
Today i spent ALL DAY on this question i had for my math journal (yes i get to do MATH JOURNALS)...basically they are homework questions in those journal notebooks we all love to curse about (Remember Musca and her evil journal rules Jen??)...
Well i had this series and sequence question.... i had to make two sigma notations for the series, 8+15+22+29+36....
I managed to get the first one using the standard good ol'e formula...i forgot the way how to calculate using 8 as the 2nd term...soo i spent ALL my time figuring out another formula...ALL DAY i somehow using my brain after a couple of hours came up with a formula
the first one using the easy....t1 + (n-1)d gave me the 7n+1...basically i took the t1 (which was the first term "8") and the difference (7) between the numbers and sub. into the formula...the second part i came up with 8n-(n-1)
and it worked too lol
im weird sometimes
I think im going to do fine and dandy in school...im starting to talk to people more now...which is good...i think ill enjoy myself here
CYA
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February 5th, 2003
05:10 pm - Ok ok
I could figure out a title...im bored lol
as usual
ssoo today i went to school...skipped out on lunch and went to the library...i didn't feel like eating by myself...so i studied...people are nice here but they don't really want to get to know you...soo that kinda bums me out a bit...bit it happened at Canterbury too soo its probably just me...lol too funny
Soo far its going good education wise...im really have a good plan set and im sticking to it...which is great...im lonely but its ok i guess...i kinda just sit around doing nothing except study and work...but i get money and ill get good grades....soo thats ok i guess
anyway this is my daily entry...bye bye for now
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Current Music: My Sacrifice--Creed
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February 4th, 2003
03:57 pm - Who da thunk
Well it was my first day of school...its a nice school...have no friends yet (sob) hopefully ill get some...that would be RRREAAALLLY NICE! i think im gonna connect more with the grade 11s then the 12s....i have to come back for a semester next year cause they couldn't fit in the stupid pre-req i have this semester in (Physically Active Lifestyles)...no not PHYS ED...thanks to God!
Its just basically a leisure sports class...u do rock climbing and archery and stuff like that...its cool...and ur not judged on ur skill either ...heheh
As for Ottawa...im really hoping for may...still not 100% sure on it but i have a budget set out for that...its gonna take march and aprils pay checks for sure! lol Anyway im outtie here!
TTYL
Kris
Current Mood: hopeful
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February 3rd, 2003
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